I named you the morning, my reason to wake up every day

Hi readers! How’s life? Okay, well I know there’s nobody who came to this blog in a straight order to read my post. Never mind, I don’t think about it. Moreover, I just share what I feel here and don’t care whether there’s someone read or not. This time, as the title, I wanna tell you about someone, my friend, if I can mention her like that, who has many essays about fangirl’s feeling. She’s good in it, and I officially admitted. Something I want to being underlined here is her too much love for her bias, Cho Kyuhyun.

Okay, I have to make such a disclaimer here. THIS POST IS ONLY MY PERSONAL OPINION. DO YOU THINK I JUST WANNA LOOK FOR A SENSATION OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT? UP TO YOU. I DON’T CARE AT ALL.

This post I titled with the line from her wordpress, and I changed it into English. That line is for her dearest bias, Cho Kyuhyun, as I mentioned above. What do you think? Me, personally think that it’s too much achievement for a human. She says that Kyuhyun is her oxygen too. Well, if it’s right, why can she stay alive in the first time she born to this world? Doesn’t she need oxygen? And in that time, has she already known who Kyuhyun is? Think about it. That kind of achievement is only match to give to our God, our everything. Ask me why? Yeah officially because He gives us everything too, such as health, faith, happiness, oxygen includes, right? In short, He gives us LIFE. Does that thing have to be grateful too? The answer is officially yes. Just wanna you know that I’m fangirl too and my bias is as same as her. And in this condition, I try my hard, really hard, to make my God in the 1^st position for everything that I do. I know he’s your spirit, your motivation, and maybe your holding place when you come falling down. As much as I pretend him in my life. But don’t say that he’s your oxygen dear, you can live without him, CAN LIVE ! Just now, it becomes ordinary for you to hear his voice, to see his face trough the posters and MV or wherever. You just become usual of his existence. Someday, when he disappeared, there’s no more him. You’ll start a new day without him, keep the worthy memories deep inside your mind, and find another usual things you can do.

I don’t wanna judge her here. Just a lil  reminder to remember where we all come from J So, let’s change the reason why you wake up everyday dear, because it would be much wise if the reason why we wake up everyday is because of God. Love you, M©

With ©,

Fai