Random Part 2

Hola! Why did I give 'Random part 2' for the title? Yah because this post would gonna be random as always~

Okay, so today my 5th term report was distributed and guess what rank I got? The 24th one. Sigh. The new history of my lifetime~lol. I personally didn't think it too deep and just let it go away. But seems my parents didn't think the same as I did. Ah,whatever. I do not care for the rank. The only thing I care is about what state university I will get later. Haaah,this is pretty hard ._. wish me luck for being accepted in University of Indonesia next year,guys! Amen:)

Next. I've watched 5cm the movie. Twice. And I cried in the both of them. There's no one like me,I think. The one who cried so hard like a baby. Maudlin girl. I knew there's no sad scene there. So why? Hmm,because I saw Mahameru. I saw they reached the top of it,guys. Remember what I wrote in my recent post? Mahameru's peak is one of my biggest dream to reach. It is one of many places I wanna visit. And I should be there,with them. Sigh.  Let's pretend that my tears is a kind of my disappointing expression and it would be okay huahaha. And I'm still,and always,dream to be there. To reach its peak. Wish me luck (again)! :D And umm,Fedi Nuril,having a role as Genta,had successfully stolen my heart wuhuhu. I don't know why but he looked so lovable and charismatic there. Huahaha forget it. 

So,how? Is it random as usual? I think so. Hehehe,that's it! Btw,thankyouuu:) 

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Babo Family! Elpeu! ELF!

Gue gatau sih sebenernya gue harus sedih apa seneng punya keluarga kayak ELF. Di satu sisi, gue seneng. Banget malah. Rasanya punya temen oh bukan, keluarga bahkan dimana mana itu...something abis. Berasa bgt lo ada dan diakuin. Di sisi yg lain, gue benci. Benci bgt sama ELF. ELF yg suka cari fanwar. Suka pamer. Berasa lo yang paling bener jadi ELF. Terus yang jadi haters bb/gb lain deh. Ugh. Bete bgt tuh sama yg model begitu. Padahal sih SJ nya nyantai, yaiyalah wong itu hoobaes mereka kok. EHEM. Oke sebut merek, EXO. Banyak banget kan ELF yg sebel sama exo? Ngaku deh! Terus gamau follback ELF yg lain cuma gara gara ELF itu juga suka sama EXO. Alasannya sih, cuma mau follback yg ELF murni alias pure ELF. Hello mas mbak, nyadar nggak? Emang kalian semua nggak pernah ada rasa suka sedikiiiiitt aja sama bb/gb lain gitu? Emang selama ini kalian cuma dengerin terus terusan lgu SJ tiap hari? Gaada lagu yang lain? Bahkan suka sama lagu selain SJ juga enggak? Fine, kalo yang kayak gitu masih boleh lah ya dibilang pure ELF. Tapi kalo kalian masih suka dengerin lagu lain selain lagu SJ, ngak usah muna lah, akuin aja kalo kalian emang suka lagunya. Sifat dasar manusia emang gampang bosen kok. Tapi nggak setiap yang suka sama lagu satu bb/gb lain terus langsung masuk fandomnya kan? Fandom itu pilihan masbro, nggak sembarangan. Kalo udah ada orang yang ngaku dia ELF, terus dia nggak boleh ngetweet tentang bb/gb lain gitu? Kalo dia udah ngaku ELF, liat aja tingkahnya, sesuai nggak samaa apa yang diomongin. Jangan bisanya cuma nge judge orang sembarangan aja. Misalnya tiba tiba bilang 'Ah,dia mah ELF abal. Tuh liat aja tweetnya, masa tentang EXO?' ya terus? Lo bisa nilai orang cuma dengan liat tweetnya yang satu dua itu doang? Kalo mau ngestalk, mending yang profesional sih mbak mas ya saran saya, jangan setengah setengah. Nanti yang ada ya kayak tadi itu. Asal nge judge. Asal njeplak. 

Oke yang kedua. ELF yang suka pamer. Maksudnya suka pamer itu apa ya? Suka pamer disini itu tuh maksudnya suka pamer pamerin barang ataupun show show yang pernah mereka datengin. Oke misalnya ada temen lo yang ELF juga, sama kayak lo. Terus dia baru beli album gitu deh, dapet poster gede blablabla lainnya. Eh dia ngomongin ituuuuu terus seharian ke lo nggak bosen bosen, padahal kuping lo udah panas banget. Capek. Diemin aja udah, mending pake headset atau apa kek yang bisa bikin lo nggak denger omongannya dia. And then satu macam ELF yang suka pamer lagi itu....pamer kalo dia pernah dateng ke show show yang ada. Misalnya SuShow atau SMTOWN. Nah terus dia misalnya sempet disenyumin atau dapet barang gitu dari SJ oppars, terus ditulis deh di bio twitternya. Biar dibaca orang gitu, jadi kan famous tuh yuhuhu~well, sebenernya gue nggak ngerti ya tujuan orang orang yang ngelakuin itu, sekedar cari sensasi biar followers nya banyak apa gimana juga gue gatau. Yang jelas kalo yang kayak gitu sih gausah dipajang pajang lah ya di bio kalo menurut gue. Too much precious aja kalo kata gue. Tanpa lo pajang juga itu bakalan jadi salah satu dari sekian banyak momen tak terlupakan buat lo, kalo lo ELF asli ya, bukan musiman. Yah at least, lo nggak bakalan dianggep pamer banget lah cuma karena lo udah nonton show show itu. Soalnya kan nggak semua ELF itu kaya, mampu,bisa, dan boleh diizinin pergi nonton show show yang lo tonton. Hargain dikit lah perasaan keluarga sendiri. 

 Yup, sudahlah. Semuanya bakal balik ke kalian masing masing, karena ini kan Human Rights. Ya gue sih cuma pengen ngingetin doang. Dan well ini nggak cuma berlaku buat ELF doang sih, semua fandom sebenernya. Cuma ya karena gue elpeu, ya gue nyontohin fandom gue sendiri lah ya. Hm, dan last, semua yang gue tulis ini berdasarkan pov gue, sudut pandang gue, jadi ya kalo ada yang nggak setuju sama pendapat gue, ya feel free to comment lah. Free to state your argument here. Thankyu!

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#슈퍼주니어7주년♥

Happy 7th Anniversary Super Junior! 슈퍼주니어7주년!

Oh please I know I'm late to talk about this today. But it caused by all the homeworks, daily tests, tasks, yeah much. Uncountable. So, I apologize for saying this late.

It's already 7 years left. Is it good? I think it's not just good, but great isn't it? Spending time together for 7 years must be hard. You don't know each other in the beginning and then turned into close brothers. 13 boys. 13 different soul. 13 different life. Mixed into one group called Super Junior. A project group who has turned into the global star. I sometimes amazed how you all can do it. But finally I know, hardwork can make it. 

Moreover, I just wanna say thankyou so so much for all the laughters, tears, friends, lessons, and etc you've given me. It's my 2nd years to be an ELF. And every time I do fangirling about you, it feels so exciting. Feels like I have no power limit to talk about you, to see you sing together, to bully you the most. I teased you but I'm loving you T_T sometimes I think when this would be end, when I'd forget you, and etc. But I've never found the answer. I'm tired for loving you but I can't move on. At the end, I'll always come back to you and forget the silly thought. Because I'll never regret loving you. You give me spirit, motivation, inspiration, pleasure, friends. We laughed, shed tears, and wait for our leadernim and princess back from the army together. Are those things have to regret? I don't think so. So, I give up and let my heart loves you more and more. 

Thankyou for being exists, Super Junior. You're always 13+2. Always be my shining star, my spirit in the hard time, my reminder to get up when I fall. You'll always be the one and only. Me love you♥

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Random

Assalamu'alaikum! Long time no post eh? Mian :'( this time, let me use Bahasa yeah? There are too many things I wanna write here so I think I'm gonna use my mother language.

Hawa-hawa UN mulai berasa ya kayaknya? Dibikin panas banget nih gue huf. kayaknya kok persiapan UN belom ada apa-apanya. Ngelewatin minggu-minggu yang berat banget kalo buat gue, UTS, UH yang nggak berhenti-berhenti (apalagi fisika, seminggu sekali wajib banget ulangan), plus guru-guru yang sifatnya entah harus gimana gue deskripsiinnya. Gue pusing. Gue frustasi. Depresi bahkan. Mungkin entah gue terlalu kaget atau entah gimana, gue jadi bingung. Linglung. Gatau harus apa dulu yang dikerjain pertama. Capek. Ngerasa belom siap buat semua ini. Masih pengen fangirling. Masih pengen main. Pengen jalan-jalan. Ah, banyak pengennya lah pokoknya. Ngiri liat temen-temen gue yang nilainya pada bagus-bagus, sementara gue? Remed lagi dan lagi. But at the end, I do not care at all. Gue cuma bisa percaya kalo gue punya tabungan energi yang bakal dikasih sama Allah entah kapan. Ya karena gue ngerasa udah belajar mati-matian sampe begadang ngantuk-ngantuk apalah segala macem tapi teteeeeeppp aja remed. Kan ngenes. Cepet selesai deh semester 5, cepet UN, biar bisa istirahat.

Yang lainnya adalah tentang akun spazz gue di twitter, @paaayzzz. Jadi, gue punya kenalan orang Filipina gitu tapi tinggal di Amerika, gue biasa manggil dia Eonni. Nah suatu ketika dia ngetweet blablabla nah gue berhubung kepo dan iseng, gue tanya deh tuh. Eeeeeehhh dia malah maki-maki gue, saekki. Gue nanya baik-baik dia maki-maki gue, biar dikata apa coba? Minta dihajaaaaarrrr ---o)x_x) kesel buuuuuu mana waktu itu udah malem ya eh dia bilang gue ngancurin paginya dia, padahal dia sendiri yang bikin paginya ancur. Michigetdaaaa O.o mana dia bilang ke followersnya di twitter kalo gue bodoh, tolol, bego or yeah anything to replace 'stupid' in her words. And the unforgiven moment was when she said I'm from Indonesia! So what? What's wrong with my country? My nationality? I'm proud of it. Does she think that Philippine is much better than Indonesia? I don't think so! Ah yeah whatever she has said, I do not care.

Sebenernya gue suka bingung sama diri gue sendiri. Gue kok moody-an banget ya jadi orang? Pagi-pagi nanti mood nya bagus, pas sampe di sekolah tiba-tiba jadi bete. Nanti tiba-tiba seneng lagi. Terus jadi mellow tiba-tiba. Aneh deh. Suka senyum-senyum sendiri kalo udah liat bias, tanpa liat tempat, dimanapun bisa senyum-senyum geje. Haaaaaahhh btw fanfic gue kok nggak kelar-kelar ya? Gue mau bikin yang pake english, tapi lagi nggak mood dan kayaknya bahasa gue jatohnya bakalan kayak curhat. Sementara ff english yang gue baca semuanya bahasanya abnormal gitu. Kan gue jadi minder T_T udah ada berapa draft ff gue yang belom jadi? Gue aja sampe lupa. Huf. Masalahnya kadang gue kalo bikin konflik suka geje. Atau nggak kelamaan diterusin jadi feelnya tak ada. So? Don't know what to do~just letting it go and go till the end. When everything is happy, you know it ends there.

Crazy regards,

Fai

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I named you the morning, my reason to wake up every day

Hi readers! How’s life? Okay, well I know there’s nobody who came to this blog in a straight order to read my post. Never mind, I don’t think about it. Moreover, I just share what I feel here and don’t care whether there’s someone read or not. This time, as the title, I wanna tell you about someone, my friend, if I can mention her like that, who has many essays about fangirl’s feeling. She’s good in it, and I officially admitted. Something I want to being underlined here is her too much love for her bias, Cho Kyuhyun.

Okay, I have to make such a disclaimer here. THIS POST IS ONLY MY PERSONAL OPINION. DO YOU THINK I JUST WANNA LOOK FOR A SENSATION OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT? UP TO YOU. I DON’T CARE AT ALL.

This post I titled with the line from her wordpress, and I changed it into English. That line is for her dearest bias, Cho Kyuhyun, as I mentioned above. What do you think? Me, personally think that it’s too much achievement for a human. She says that Kyuhyun is her oxygen too. Well, if it’s right, why can she stay alive in the first time she born to this world? Doesn’t she need oxygen? And in that time, has she already known who Kyuhyun is? Think about it. That kind of achievement is only match to give to our God, our everything. Ask me why? Yeah officially because He gives us everything too, such as health, faith, happiness, oxygen includes, right? In short, He gives us LIFE. Does that thing have to be grateful too? The answer is officially yes. Just wanna you know that I’m fangirl too and my bias is as same as her. And in this condition, I try my hard, really hard, to make my God in the 1^st position for everything that I do. I know he’s your spirit, your motivation, and maybe your holding place when you come falling down. As much as I pretend him in my life. But don’t say that he’s your oxygen dear, you can live without him, CAN LIVE ! Just now, it becomes ordinary for you to hear his voice, to see his face trough the posters and MV or wherever. You just become usual of his existence. Someday, when he disappeared, there’s no more him. You’ll start a new day without him, keep the worthy memories deep inside your mind, and find another usual things you can do.

I don’t wanna judge her here. Just a lil  reminder to remember where we all come from J So, let’s change the reason why you wake up everyday dear, because it would be much wise if the reason why we wake up everyday is because of God. Love you, M©

With ©,

Fai 

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First Time I Knew Kpop...

Holaaaaaa annyeong annyeong! I'm back! Hahaha anyone miss me? ._.v

This is Fasting Holiday and decide to write here, a lil story about how I can be a fangirl like now. Okay, let's start!

So, in that day, February 23rd 2011, a day before my 16th birthday, me, Risma, Sonya, and Ibeth went to Dini's house. At the beginning, we chatted like usual. Talked everything like our school, our class, our 'boy', etc. The day went fast and it almost 5 o'clock in the afternoon when Dini started to show me the boys she likes the most. Yeah, she had been being a fangirl for a long time. At least, longer than me. She showed me the MV of Super Junior, Bonamana. I still didn't care at that time because I thought, ah they're too old for me, even I should call them 'Uncle'. I didn't realize that Kyu was so handsome there ._. She tried to show me other MV and she played Lucifer from SHINee for the next MV. Looked that I still not interest at all, she played Seoul Song MV. And there...Risma directly shouted when saw Kyu! I remember she shook my arms and said "Jah, this one is better!" I gave my lil attention to him and silently admitted that Kyu looked better there, which in fact I just nodded my head shortly. In case, I didn't pay my attention in Bonamana MV, where (in my opinion) he looked so cool and handsome. Next, Dini started to play No Other MV. Yak! And I directly fell in love with Siwon there! Haaaaa the most handsome member I have to admit clearly at that time. Sonya had shouted that 'Siwon is the most handsome at all' while I was just staring at her and (again) admitted that she's right. Well, actually I had paid my attention to Kyu in the first time I saw him. Btw, Dini told me which man named Leeteuk in No Other MV and I just said a short 'Oh' for her ._. Sorry Diiiins '-' In the end, I asked Dini to copy the MVs to my flashdisk. Try to find the interesting side of the MV at home. 

In the beginning, I was sure enough that I wouldn't like them. I wouldn't like Korea and everything concerned  with that country. But, I was wrong -_- I started to see the MV at home and found that the song was good to listen. I started to recognize them one by one. Did you know? When I saw No Other MV, I thought that all man there had a same face cause their eyes were all slanted and I couldn't recognize them yet _-_ Day by day, time goes by, I found that I liked them even just for a bit early. My sister started to join me and taraaaa we're successfully become a fangirl now. Fangirl of 15 Supermans, Super Junior, for me personally♥. Why Supermans? I don't even know what they've done to my life exactly till I could say them Superman ._. But when you read their life story, seems that they're really super! How they could survive in the hard time would be a strong motivation for you. They also give me a new family called ELF. Seems that I have many fellows of family in this entire world! Because ELFs spread everywhere! That's why I stand for them right now as an ELF, an Ever Lasting Friend. Love ya ELFs♥♥♥!

♥Regards

Fai

Sapphire Blue Ocean! ELFs, see you soon in SS5♥

Super Junior, Nae namjadeul babo! My Supermans♥

 

Nah, this is Kyu in Seoul Song MV

VS

Kyuhyun in Bonamana MV

Which one's better? I'm personally think he's better in Bonamana MV :p

And this is Siwon in No Other MV

*O* Handsome rite? Hohoho :p

Need closer to see his dimple? This is it♥

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Adventure's 3 Days Farewell :')

안녕!  안녕!  안녕! ^^ fai's back!

This time I just wanna share about my farewell party in Jambuluwuk, Ciawi, West Java.

I had a very very very very very muuuuuccchh nice days there! Jinjja! Huaaah love you Adventurers! ({})
Oke,langsung aja ceritanya yak soalnya udah late post juga sih belom ada fotonya juga lagian wkwkwk -____-  in Indonesian aja yaw ceritanya,lagi males pake Inggris huaha *edisi cinta Indonesia* lagian sekarang udah misah juga huaaaaa :'''''''( kelasnya aneh...krik krik krik kayak bunyi jangkrik...ga ada rame-ramenya sama sekali...Oke udah melenceng nih kk -_-
Jadi, waktu tanggal 10 Juli kemaren itu gue berangkat dari rumah bareng Fila, nah terus karena satu dan lain hal Fila balik lagi ke rumah karena yaaaaa....ga dibolehin sama bokapnya :( yaudahlahya mau gamau tetep jalan juga kita, naik bis warna ijo yang entah namanya apa gue gatau wkwk -_-v nah pas udah sampe disana, anak cewek tidur dibawah, anak cowoknya di atas *agak kebalik sebenernya -_-*  terus anak-anak kamar gue, kamar A, itu langsung pada nurunin kasur terus pada tidur-tiduran aja padahal anak kamar depan, kamar B itu langsung pada masak wakakak males banget yak anak kamar gue -____- gue juga sih huahahah ._.v pas udah mau maghrib itu pada nongkrong di depan tv mau nonton apa tuh judulnya gue gatau -_- sinetronnya si Eren wkwk engga deng, sinetronnya Cowboy Junior ytg di RCTI itu loh cuma gara-gara Eren sering nonton jadi ya gue bilangnya itu aja lah ya~ wkwk Cowboy Junior loh ya bukan Superman gue, Super Junior :3 wahaha lanjut~malem itu kita BBQ-an sebenernya, cuma hujan jadi ya kita pada masuk deh. Yang ngebakar akhirnya cuma Juju doang kayaknya eh gatau deng siapa aja hehehe pokoknya trims ya yg udah ngebakar ^^ abis itu kerjaannya cuma makan sama main doang. Karena siangnya udah pada berenang, main futsal, sampe main ayunan, makanya kita main UNO aja wkwkwk gue, wina, adien, santi, zackry, bayu, khasri, adly, arya de el el *gue lupa siapa lagi yg main u,u mian yg ga kesebut* main UNO sampe jam 2 pagi~ nah nah terus abis itu kan entah siapa yg ganti channel tv jadi trans tv, tapi itu filmnya yg diputer lagi Boogeyman 2, errrr secara itu film horor gitu ya anak-anak cowok langsung pada kabur....ninggalin gue sama wina doang...-soalnya santi-adien udah masuk kamar-belom diberesin pula ya itu kartunya....jahat abis ga sih T.T yaaaa gue ga masalah sih ya beresinnya, cuma ya meraka cowok gitu ck -_- nah yang lebih ngeselinnya lagi tuh pas gue sama wina masuk kamar, anak anak cowok pada turun ke bawah lagi...terus nyalain tv lagi...kayaknya nonton lagi...tega banget ya T_____T oke bodo amat terserah mereka...gue tidur aja bodo amat wkwk~
Next day! July 11! Pagi-pagi kita bangun terus pada main games ngambil air pake sendok, disuruh ngisiin botol aqua yg kecil itu. Kelihatannya sih gampang, padahal.....botolnya dibolongin juga...aigooo -___- wkwkwk nah abis main itu kita main DARE. Tau mainan ToD atawa Truth or Dare? Nah pagi itu kami cuma main DARE nya doang. Dikocok orang sama dare nya apaan. Gila-gila ya tantangannya -_- fiuh. Arya sama Melya dapet nyebur ke kolam renang sambil bilang "I LOVE YOU, ADV!" Adien sama Refa dapet makan bawang bombay mentah. Eren-Hesty disuruh jualan ke pengunjung vila. Adly-Adit makan daun bawang mentah. Wina-Aldy disuruh minta nomer telepon staf villa nya. Shofi-Hansel minta foto bareng stafnya. Tasia-Rafi disuruh ngajak stafnya nyanyi sambil nari "KEEP THE TOSCA FLAG FLYING HIGH" nya ADV. Sementara gue sama Juju...disuruh nyanyi sambil joget di depan stafnya...errr kita nyanyi di depan satpamnya dan satpamnya minta dibacok! Dia ngerekam pake hp nya yaTuhankuuu ;_; katanya mau di upload ke youtube itu maksudnya apa ya Tuhanku.....yg lainnya gue lupa apaan tapi parah juga tetep aja...
Lanjut ke malemnya. Abis makan, kita langsung ke atas semua buat main TRUTHnya. Lampu mati. Gelap. Semuanya bener-bener dibuka deh. Yang gaikut nyeselll :'''' Berhubung udah janji buat ga cerita-cerita soal TRUTHnya, jadi yaaa gue gabakal cerita lah ya~huehe. Selesai main, kita tukeran kado. Gue dapet rautan dari Wina -_- wkwk trims win ;) abis itu...bubaaaaaaarrr entah pada kemana, pada duduk-duduk di luar kayaknya. Gue sama Wina goreng kentang di dapur yang langsung dimakan sama anak cowoknya haha. Kita main TRUTH itu kelar sekitar jam 1 an cuma pada tidur jam 3 an deh kayaknya. Nah, disela-sela goreng kentang itu gue nonton Onechannel, tau dah itu channel apaan yg jelas lagi nayangin Inkigayo ya jadi gue tonton aja wkwk harapan gue ya ada Oppadeul lah apaan lagi, eh yg nongol JoKwon...nyanyi "I'm the Animal" -_- gue cuma bisa bengong ya itu liatnya yaRabb....abis itu kan ada KARA kalo ga salah eh terus tiba-tiba ada lagu Electric Shock-nya f(x) errrr begitu liat Qiannie gue langsung caw! Goreng kentang lagi buuu -_- males gue liat Qiannie *oke ini no bashing ya, pendapat pribadi gue doang kok ini* gara-gara dia deket sama Kyu sih....ah taulah -_- pas udah selesai gue langsung masuk kamar, cerita-cerita bentar terus tidur deh huehehe.
Last day! 12th July! Makanan berlimpah! Wakakak pada bingung deh sekarang makannya gimana saking banyaknya -_- kita dapet breakfast dari villa nya juga soalnya, ya ga semuanya sih cuma kan lumayan banyak. Gue keluar kamar, belom mandi, udah makan aja -_- huaha terus nonton MNC music, isinya video klip jadul semua. Gue, dinsek, talitha, hesty, wina, adien, sama pin pada komeeeeennn aja itu video klip lagian pada ngaco semua wkwk ada aja yg ngaco -_- judulnya keseringan yang ngaco. Pada komen soal video klipnya juga sih, ya gitu deh wk. Abis itu gue nyuci piring sambil nyicipin sarden yang dimasak Tasia. Asin banget wkwk -_- akhirnya ditambahin gula lagi sampe pas. Juju juga masak apa tuh kemaren yak omelet mie kali yak namanya entahlah gue gatau -_- gue langsung masuk kamar, mandi brooo -_- airnya sempet mati juga ya itu bikin gue panik, dikit wkwkwk untung akhirnya nyala lagi~berhubung kita udah harus check out jam 12 siang itu, kita buru-buru makan sambil ngeluarin tas dari kamar. Terus kita ke bawah deh, foto-foto bentar terus caw Jakarta~hehehe. Here are some photos of us (when classmeeting and in Jambuluwuk. I'll add it soon~) :

So, what do you think? Is it nice? I thought, It was so :D trims ya ADVENTURE & ADVENTURER! It'd be  unforgettable, memorable, and the best 3 days of my lifetime for sure! Love you soooo much much much <3 ({}) :*
Full with Love,
Fai

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